well I didn't get my iron jabs but it is not all bad news.
I went to the doctors with my injections and the paper information with them.
whilst reading the information it said because of hi side affect rate and the severity of it me and the doctor talked of just going for the transfusion instead of the jabs. the poor women rang the hospital and was passed from pillar to post for 30 minuets but managed to get me booked on a registerers list for attending the day unit on the 16th which may be two weeks but if I was to go for the injections they would be 5 injections spread out two weeklies, but doing it this way I can go in for a full day and be board out of my mind but hay-ho its done then.
but I have to book time to go for another blood test the end of next week and also have to go pick up some paperwork the day before to make sure I have to do anything.
I am glad it will be sorted as I am so so feeling like crap. I also have to go for a smear on monday and my neurologist appointment. I'm having to cancel the other two for monday as I just can not fit it in.
I have been feeling funny this week (code for insane lol) just paranoid all over again feeling scared, my anxiety is high again and I feel like I may have to up my dose again but will talk to the doctor again soon.
I was meant to be having cbt but I just have not got the time to fit in the sessions once a week. It horrid that something I need I have no time for.
I don't know what it is I am questioning if I can do uni now, it is getting so so hard to do with children I can not even make it to my children's hospital appointments and either have to cancel or get someone ells to take them. I am letting them down all to do a degree that I may not even get a sodding job for
I keep getting asked oh what will you be at the end of it and I can not give a sodding answer I have no clue.
I know it is about working with venerable user groups in a care setting but that is a massive massive aria.
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