confusion and not a lot of sense

god this post is probably not going to make a lot of sense right now as I am so ill.
yesterday was a very busy day for me and one which I had to pick and choose on what I had to do. yesterday I had four things to do one neurologist  at a hospital near bye then a smear test, I also had a meet planned with my lovely friend who I desperately love and a moving and handling course run by my placement. so yesterday morning my lovely mum came to sit with the kids whilst me and jenny took some (well a hell of a lot) of washing up to the landrett (I shamefully have gone so far behind on the washing well tbh everything these days.)

after that I got the bus to the neurologist  it went ok, he said I have a problem and my pain keeps me constant on painkillers he also said that at some-point in the last 6 yrs of taking them I have had my pain threshold lowered so much that I feel so much pain when I get something like a head ache. he suggested when I have all my teeth sorted (years of horrid teeth crumbling holes and such) and when I ahve a good 6 weeks with no appointments or pain of uni work and come off the pain killers, he said it will be very painful  for about 4 weeks whilst my body settles down with out pain killers.

 then the second appointment I had to go to was my smear test, due to having medical anxiety well anxiety of every kind I needed to go for a smear as it has been on my mind since jade goody http://uk.news.yahoo.com/fc/jade-goody.html
so that was a little uncomfy but I had it done and It wasn't pain full or embarrassing and if anyone is reading this and hasn't been for there's please go it is nothing to be scared of. I will get them in 4 weeks through the post.

right will continue in a little while.