is back and hoping to use this blog

well I am shocked to be back I have to say I forgot all about it.

a lot has happened since then. Emily is 3 coming up to 4 and doing fab she is so so cheeky and so funny she would make me laugh all day if I didn't have to be her mum and tell her to behave.

We are currently waiting for a referral for her as she seams to have sleep apnea although we think it is more than likely related to her over large tonsils and adenoids like I was. she has amazing hair lovely and blond with fantastic curls down to her shoulders.

joseph is now 2 and a cheeky little monster already he isn't even entertaining potty training but likes to use the potty as a car and drags it across the room with him. Joseph's medical issues have not been too bad although he has still a long way to go but thankful the heart doc did discharge him from there clinic. at the moment we are weighting for an appointment for a scan/mri on his head due to nursery being worried of seeing his eyes rolling and vacant moments and uncontrolled shivering when he is tired and just woke up or is just not 100%. we have only seeing this now and then whilst he has been ill.

he still walks with his feet leaning and walls often but other than that he isnt too bad, he has still got reflux his feet and hands are still the same and we will find out if he needs some of his toes removing next time we see the orthopedics.

but like emily he is so so funny and a very happy boy.

they both love nursery were they have been going for a year now. they have come on leaps and bounds emily is such a good talker and joseph is getting there too. he has started imaginer play which blows my mind as emily has only just started around now so joseph has just picked up on it too.

now the main thing in my life is I started uni last year I could not believe they let me in university I honestly feel like I could pinch my self to make sure I am not dreaming. thankfully I managed to drag my self through the first year and oh my god I actually got through it and was accepted in to the second year.

I am now looking for my work placement within the year